end artery

wanting is what one should not feel, or want..

why? because simultaneously in every part of this insufferable world, human wants..

so why can't one think for one darn second, that it is impossible to get what one wants, when it is possible that others are wanting the exact same thing?

what's worse is telling someone what YOU want them to do.. not enough that it is wanting, the subject is another person, forcryingoutloud..


just like vessels in the kidney, I've reached the end artery.. from this point on everything's vague.. maybe my blood will turn into water.. maybe people acting as the immune system will mistakenly look at me as their enemy, and tell me that I do not belong here, stop where I am..

after all.. what I'm writing to you is also what I want..

maybe I shall not want..

I shall not be in want..